Preface.
I really did not think that I would undertake to write the story of how I became …Heh, scary to think – children’s pornographer! But, however, it took. Still, experience is such a thing that must be conveyed, sinful to hide in himself, so I decided to write a kind of tutorial for young beginner photographers, but at the same time tell how they come to this business, how money earn money. It is clear that this at the institute will not be taught, children’s pornography is forbidden the topic, for this they seem to be even put in jail. But I, as you see, the prisons have so far escaped, which I wish everyone.
People like me, pornographers, are often represented by a kind of bald uncles with sweaty palms, who look at little girls with oil eyes and strive to grab them by the ass. This is not quite. More precisely, not at all. We are the same artists as, say, photographs or advertising photographers, we just photograph not landscapes, but girls. And we usually look, and do not work to satisfy our lust, but in order to feed our families. Anyone who comes to this business because of an unhealthy craving for girls does not work here for a long time. Most often, he goes to jail, because one fine day his model returns home in tears and blood impregnated with panties, or he begins to glue girls on the street, or begins to drive outright hack due to the fact that saliva floods the vitaeum. With such, my employer, Dimka, parted instantly. Can at the same time hang around the neck. And I have been working with him for the fifth year, and there have never been complaints about. We are professionals. Our goal is art. And while there are people who are ready to pay for it, we will work. Who pays for our work and why, then I will tell. And now about how I got this work and who pulled me into it.
First step.
Let’s start with the fact that I am not a photographer, but a builder-builder. Designed during working hours the heating system for cottages. Photography has always been my hobby, my only hobby and my passion. For those who understand, I will say that I have a photographic amateur, back in Soviet times, I was « the third Nikon »- A camera that not every pros could afford. And there were no less different equipment in the house than in a good photo artist. It got to the point that my wife, tired of stabbing a pile of photo fees, agreed with her mother – the school principal that they would take a small room for a photo laboratory. For this I pledged to create and lead a school photo glass twice a week. This was my first step in porn business. And I took this step under the influence of my wife …It’s funny, is it not true?
If you think that, having reached the school, I began to undress in front of the lens of schoolgirls, you are mistaken. I did not have this in my thoughts. Honestly, and at first I at first led the sleeves, but when six months later my students began to take prizes on the district, city and regional photo exhibitions, I became interested in truly and whole evenings, and often on Saturdays and Sundays, disappeared at school. So thirteen years have passed. Already the director at school changed, and the Soviet government ended, and my photo circle continued to grow with prizes and honorary diplomas.
In August 98, I lost my job. The new Russians did not need cottages, the construction froze, the company where I worked burst. The new director of the school, a kind person, offered me one and a half rates of the labor teacher plus a photo rheck, for which I, in thirteen years, finally began to pay money. Having become a teacher, I changed the room of a photo circle to a chic studio in a school upholstered, where there were work cabinets. There were a lot of equipment, plus a lot of things were brought by the parents of schoolchildren who lost interest in the Zeniths, Kiev and home photo printing. So « own real school photo studio »It became the pride of the school and to act with my students did not consider it shameful even officials of the district.
In general, it is generally accepted that we, porno Demo, drawn innocent children into debauchery, corrupt, seduce, force. Yes damn two! These children seduced me, involved me, and even once almost raped me. The story began with the fact that the fourteen-year-old Misha Kraev, my student, a very mediocre photographer who gave little hopes, once after classes came up to me with a black bag and said …
– Ivan Mikhalych, I printed one episode at home, don’t watch?
– Why not look, I’ll see. Just not in the lesson, I would have boasted the guys-I considered it a special valor when the laps started their own laboratory at home and printed black and white cards at home, and not in minilab. I called it fidelity.
“No,” Misha hesitated, it is impossible for everyone. This is …- He looked defiantly into my eyes. – My first experience in the genre of nude.
– hmm …Curious, curious – at first I did not know how to react. So schoolchildren have not yet shown me. However, remembering that the mother -in -law was talking about pedagogy, I decided to take the case a little easier. If he thinks that I can unsettle me with this, hell to him, Balbling. Not so seen.
Sitting at the table, I pulled out photos from the envelope. Seeing the first of them, I barely coped with excitement. In a black and white picture, a casually printed on my beloved slightly brownish photo paper « Brom Portrait », Mishina was depicted classmate Polina Garina. Polina, whom I considered a model of behavior and diligence. Clever and beauty, skater, finalist of the beauty contest stood in front of the lens completely naked, staring at the floor, holding panties and bra in his hands lowered hands. Long blond hair completely covered his face, but it was impossible not to recognize Polina.
– This is she is shy, – commented the young baldbes. – You know how much they persuaded …Only you do not tell anyone.
I could not say anything to someone, because the tongue was dried to the palate. Blood with a hammer beat into drum membranes. The next picture was even more beautiful. The bra was already lying on the floor, the girl turned away and covered her face with her hand, and someone from behind the edge of the frame pulled her left leg to the side, opening the lens hidden between the legs of the crack. Polina clearly tried to hide from a ruthless flash of a flash in the corner of the room, but she was not allowed. The following frames could be seen that the photographer was primarily interested in the baby’s delicate pubis, so she managed to hide her breasts either behind her hair, then behind her panties that she continued to squeeze in her hand. Twenty-two photos showed either the back of a girl buried in the corner of the girl, then a large, but incredibly rounded ass, then the legs forcibly extended by someone with a blurry oval of the crotch in the middle. The last in the pack was a photograph where Polina was sitting on the floor and, laughing, tried to pull a bedspread from the sofa. Then Mishka pulled out another envelope.
– And here she is no longer shy. Got used to it.
Indeed, Polina stopped being ashamed. Depraved poses copied from porn journalists, « demonic »Views said that the girl considered « the resistance program »Performed and carried away. Then I was able to make out her body in more detail. The breast of the fashion model was great. Two perfectly even hemispheres of about the second size are crowned with very small, literally point nipples. The pubis has not yet completely overgrown with hair, only a small shoots framed and emphasized that in the future it was supposed to be a sexual gap. Perfectly flat stomach, a thin waist and the hips of the already rounded hips did not allow me to take my eyes off the picture. It was urgent to say something, I feverishly searched for suitable words …
– So, Misha, you want me to comment on it? – In my voice, I tried to add as much metal as possible. Instead of an answer, Mikhail frantically swallowed saliva and blushed.
– So, Misha …I want you to remember one thing. Never …You hear, never in your life remove the act …
– What?
– I say, never take off a naked nature with a directed weak flash. You see these ugly shadows? And besides, is it a background? This TV and this shabby corner is the background? And more …What should be the painting lighting when shooting a portrait?
-uh …Front-super-side …
– That’s it. And for what?
– To show the volume.
– Right. Why did you decide that when shooting nude, this rule does not work? Okay, there is no controller, but the drawing …you look, you smeared the girl on the back. You like her chest?
– Very …
– But I do not. Because you took it off as a forensic expert …On the murder.
– So I thought to put the light, but I have nothing but this flash.
– Misha, if I am wrong, then you have a flash « Yashik », which has a head in all directions. What prevented you from a beam from the ceiling or from the wall to reflect?
– So it was not up to it. Polinka persuaded.
– That’s it. The goal of seeing the pussy overshadowed the composition for you, the light, and in general you forgot about the photo.
– Sorry.
-Yes, you don’t apologize before me. You did not show this hack at least Pauline?
– showed. She didn’t like it.
– I did not like …She will not pose you anymore, and will do the right thing. Misha, your first experience of filming naked girls is very unsuccessful. Do you know why? Because you still do not know how to take pictures. Here in ten years, when the camera becomes a continuation of your eye and your hand, perhaps you will succeed. Now develop technical skills. Take the film in the box and put the head of Aristotle to the next lesson in 14 different options for angle and light. Do not forget about the controller.
– understood …
– And now the main thing. I want you to understand. If someone else sees these photos, or finds out about them, the girl’s life will be crippled. You understand that? I will not envy you either. Her dad will tear your head in two seconds. How many photos have you printed?
– Yes, only these …The rest is marriage, I immediately broke …
– I believe the word. But right now we will go to your house and destroy the negatives. And we will burn the photos right here …
In the eyes of Misha, I realized that I had ripped off his personal courtyard, and maybe a school photo exhibition.
– Okay, let’s go …
…That evening, we solemnly burned three films in the bonfire at the garbage dump, which did not become a Mishin debut in pornography. I was driving home in a trolleybus, proud of my pedagogical talent, and regretted that I could not tell anyone about how I got out of the situation difficult for any teacher.However, he could not stand it at dinner and told his wife everything. My wife, to my surprise, did not become horrified, but frankly had fun …
– And you burned all the photos? She was amazed.
– Naturally. Imagine, if it fell into someone’s hands.
– Okay, I could leave a couple, show me. You know, these modern children …You have Masha’s magazine « Kul Gurl »did not see?
-Yes, somehow noticed.
– I spilled here alone. I found an excellent article – « how to seduce an adult man ». Note, a teacher, a magazine for girls from ten to fourteen …
– damn …. They were fourteen, we were given fifteen, idiocy, ”I commented and suggested going to bed.
“Come on,” the wife answered. -Tell me what was there in the photographs?
Until late at night I told my spouse, « what was there in the photographs ». He talked about Polina’s breasts, about the tummy, about how funny she spread her legs, sitting on the back of the sofa, how ineptly she masturbated in front of the camera, how she shoved the hands of some unfamiliar guy trying to feel her crotch, and how, finally, surrendering to, finally,lay down on the floor, wide open his arms and legs. Parenek, feeling freedom, crumbling her peach, stroked his chest, widely spread the petals of the small labia to pain, opening the audience with an untouched virgin pleasant, turned over on his stomach and carefully examined the hole in the ass.
That evening my wife and I made love seven times. It was a record not even for years. It was a five -year record record. A rare prize even fell to me – anal sex, to which I was allowed only as a sign of special merits. In pauses between intercourse, the wife was interested in …
– And how they persuaded her?
– Yes, hell knows her.
– And what was visible in the pussy?
– Yes, I didn’t look at.
– You’re lying.
– Well, when this kid pushed her, everything was visible.
– What?
– Yes, the same thing that you had between your legs, while I did not put you in the hostel for the first time in the hostel. Remember, blood was like from a boar? You still had to go home in my sweater?
“I remember the rapist damn it, tore the poor girl from the navel to the priest,” said the wife, again excited and grabbing my cock with her lips. – So it was there?
– Cest.
– Is it true? Really whole?
– Don’t know. I’m not a gynecologist. Ask her panties to remove, but look at yourself, ”I said, and shut my mouth with a member.
On this, everything seemed to end, only my wife occasionally called me jokingly « Porn Critics »and advised to go edit « Hustler ». How I looked into the water.
The second step.
A few days later I ran into Polina in a school corridor and hinted at her with a disapproving look that I know about a little home photo shoot. Her white -toothed smile and light curtsy convinced me that this is not news for her. Bear apparently told her about our conversation.
From that day, almost every schoolgirl, I looked at, thinking how I would put the light, where I directed the reflector, what would I choose the style and background if I shot it naked. But I would never have implemented my fantasies in life if one day Mishka and Polina had not burst into my laboratory assistant.
– Ivan Mikhalych, we can take the studio? – Bear was a longtime member of a photo circle and had the right to independently work in the studio. But after what was …
– And what will you do there?
– Wake up! – Polina exclaimed cheerfully.
– act out …I take my word. And in which genre, if not a secret?
– EEEE …- Bear straightened his glasses. – Here, in fact, I wanted to talk about this. You see, Ivan Mikhalych, the last time I made mistakes the last time, and you always say to be reached, if something is wrong.
– Michael, you don’t remember that I told you last time?
– Yes, I remember, Ivan Mikhalych, I remember …But Polinka says that it was necessary to re -be, such as it was bad at that time, it is necessary to do well …
“Ivan Mikhalych, I promised my boyfriend for my birthday, he waits, and you burned all the photos,” entered an excellent student, an athlete, just not a Komsomol member.
– Listen, explain to me one thing …You are not ashamed at all to do this?
– And what, – Polina did not understand. – Why is it ashamed?
– Well, undress in front of the camera …In my time, it seemed ashamed. – Mentally I cursed loudly, but outwardly kept calm.
– No, normal …It’s beautiful …
– Kraev, I do not allow you to shoot naked nature. Why I do not admit, I already explained to you.
– Ivan Mikhalych, so maybe you will remove?
– No.
– Why?
– Because my participation in this case will be a criminal offense.
– Why?
– Because shooting naked fourteen -year -old girls is criminal. And the Criminal Code must be honored.
The children hesitated and did not know what to say. Something, apparently, fate, prevented me from abruptly cut off this conversation. Finally, Mishka brought a murderous, in his opinion, argument …
– Ivan Mikhalych, so we will take it anyway, only bad, and it will be, as you say, abuse of photography.
– Eh …Damn with you, okay! But only once! The day after tomorrow in the evening, after seven, when there is no one!
– Close, Ivan Mikhalych, not good. This is my grandmother so says.
– And the grandmother does not say that the legs at the age of fourteen in front of the boys are not good?
– I will not! Until the day after tomorrow!
With these words, the children rushed off.
To be honest, the desire to see Polina Garina Golena captured me in earnest. I tried to tell myself that it was unprofessional, tormented myself with guilt complexes, there was even the idea not to appear at the appointed « photo shoot », but everything is without any use. The brain only issued scenarios of future shooting, moreover, one more depraved. My fate, as a pornographer, was predetermined by two young libertines. Notice, I didn’t involve them …
The first porn.
I will say in my excuse that for the first time (and, as I thought, the last), I intended to limit myself only to mild eroticism. At the same time, I was firmly intended to repel Polina hunting for posing. By the appointed day, I rehearsed the professional-cynical style of the conversation, which, as I thought, will break the raid of romanticism from the profession of model. I hoped to show the girl « the wrong side »this case as I imagined it.
So, the great day has come, and the children crossed the threshold of the studio.
– Hello, Ivan Mikhalych!
– Hello, young Chiccholina and novice Helmut Newton! Ready to work?
– So for sure, comrade general! – barked Mishka.
– Then listen to the rules …What I say is strictly performed. I’m a chef here. One word is against, and it all ends. Any questions?
– Not at all!
– Great! Polina, you can undress in the laboratory assistant, Michael, get it and prepare for my work « Nikon ». Yes, and pull the blue background.
Mishka, Oshale from the prospect of shooting my famous « Nikon », the former dream of every lap, rushed to fulfill instructions. And Polina, hanging a coat on a hanger, remained in indecision.
– Why don’t you undress?
– For what?
– Stupid question. You came here to star. So what’s up?
– So I wanted at first as if not quite …
– What does « not quite »? – My voice became like the voice of Feldfebel.
– Well, as if first in clothes.
– Go to the laboratory assistant and undress naked, then let’s see.
– No, why …
– You didn’t understand the instruction? Okay, undress right here, we’ll look at you for now. Mikhail, come here. We will inspect the model.
Polina blushed thickly. The girl probably rehearsed a classic striptease at home in front of the mirror, and she was rudely ordered to undress. Like in a bathhouse or on a medical examination.
– Polina, I give you five minutes. If in five minutes you will not be undressed, I am Gasha and we all go home. Michael, sit down, choose plans, watch plastic, think about the composition. At this stage, your task is to carefully examine the body of the model, see the shortcomings, flaws that will need to be hidden in one way or another. Watch attentively.
Polina finally coped with dumbbell and began to untie the belt of the dress. Only at that moment I noticed that skilled makeup was imposed on her face, and sparkles were scattered in slightly moved thick brown hair. The girl’s hands were shaking with excitement. I helped her unfasten a short raspberry dress that emphasized the beautiful legs of the skater, and pulled it over his legs so as not to spoil her hairstyle. For a long time she could not decide what to remove earlier-a dark red bra or tights with panties. Lingerie, as I noticed, was completely new and clearly cost half of my teacher’s salary.
– Polina, time goes on.
The girl sharply took off the tights and panties, then, turning around, unbuttoned the clasp of the bra and hung it in the chair. Then she was visited again, and she, bent and covering her chest and pubis with her hands, sat down on a chair. With difficulty tearing my eyes from narrow sour cream-white shoulders covered with delicate skin, I again let me in the mentor appearance …
-TEEEK-S, colleague, that we have at this moment? You believe, you can start shooting?
– Yes, it seems possible. I’m ready.
– And the model is ready, you believe, a colleague?
– Polinka, you are ready?
– Polina, you may not answer. You are not ready and this is visible.
-P-why? – The girl was shaking with fear.
– Let’s see. Stand up and raise your hands up. I want to see you whole.
– I’m shy!
– Then get dressed and go home.
The baby trample another half a minute, and then abruptly jumped up and spread her arms to the sides. The appearance of her body was not news to me, but I could not resist, so as not to whistle. It was perfection. If it were not for traces of gum of panties and bra, crossing it along and across, I would think that in front of me is an angel. Pubic hair was bright. Papillae, so small and symmetrical, were the colors « milk with strawberries ». White skin with her light marble gave out the aristocratic roots of the baby. It seemed to me that the noise of blood in the member was added to the noise of blood in my ears. I was glad that I wear a long black hoodie « in the studio; a la Cartier-Bresson » …
– So, a colleague, you think, is it possible to remove a model that took a minute how she took off her underpants?
– A …It is impossible, – Mishka answered Ponuro. – Let it be like for now.
– Bravo, the first sensible thought for today. And let it go, over there, goose skin covered.
I was not going to give the girl a robe. Firstly, let it be overweight, and secondly, I was going to look longer for this magnificent body.However, I decided to go a little further.
– So …Turn it,-I carefully examined the back and ass of Polina, raised my hair and looked my neck. Then he nailed her, pushed his buttocks, examined and thoroughly felt them. – Great ass, then let’s see if it is necessary to make up. Sitting on the table.
– For what?
– I will spread your legs and see if everything is in order there.
Polina obediently sat on the edge of the table. I pressed slightly on her shoulders and made me lie down on my back. The dumbfounded bear jumped closer. To still torment the girl, I entrusted him to further examination.
– So, colleague, spread the legs of the model and see what we have there.
– Yes, everything seems to be all right. – Bear, without looking up, watched Polinka between the legs.
– There is no need to catch anything, bruises, there are no scratches?
– No!
– Touch, is it too damp there? – The girl was in a fainting, and it is clear that she could not have any dampness between her legs, but it was necessary to play the role until the end. Mikhail touched the clitter with a trembling finger.
– It seems not damp …
– Well, who is so checking? Remember, any humidity in the frame where there is no water, excess. – With these words, I ran my hand along the sexual gap of Polina, pressing it with all my might. The model screeched in pain, but did not move.
– So, a colleague, we made an inspection. The readiness of the model is complete?
– No, not complete.
– What parameters correspond, which – no?
“The body is examined, there are no external defects,” Mishka began thoughtfully, “traces of panties have not disappeared yet.
– Okay, a break of 10 minutes, while we have a seagull. Polina, do not hide green eyes. You are a model, get used to not beach photographers. Michael, put the kettle, then choose the light together.
(To be continued
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